it's been so so long since i last updated... Life now seems sucks but i do enjoy it... Lets start from how things going... I broke up wif her and i have went on wif my life wif my new baby... Although there is some miss understandings (all couples will confirm have) but we still love each other...

Things in ns is still the same... But is tym to start countin down liao... 12th march... Hope tym go slower... So i dun nid to go coffee shop suffer... Haix... But wat can i do? Only can suck it up... Hope things can be better...

Ytd had bbq section in camp... Fun? No i dun think so... It only let me tot of some sad stuff while eatin and drinkin martell... Haix... Wat else can i do... Just dun seems to be able to let those unhappiness down... Haix... Same old thing... Have to sucks it up lor... Now doin duty... And tml bookin out... Wonderin wat's baby's plan for tml... And tml nite also emo tym... As baby going for movie (harry potter) den me = emo lor... Wat else... Haix...

baobei dear... wat must i do to make us back lyk before i love u as u noe tat is why i keep contacting u cos i dun wan anything to hpn to u u get wat i mean? haix and because of this makes u hate me so much... can u teach me wat to do so u won't hate me tat much? i really love u honey... i really wish tat u wont do this to me and we can get back to the previous us...

Super sad after reading dear's blog... so this is how much she hate me... should i give up or should i not? can anyone tell me care for her also got wrong mah? worried tat she went out and come back late cos she girl got wrong mah? she go out wif her frenz(GUYS) i wan her to contact me as much as possible to show tt she is save got wrong mah? she go club wif those guys which i dunno wat the hell they are i worried so force her not to go got wrong mah? why everything is my wrong say till lyk i giv her no freedom true i giv u no freedom but u think i lyk it also? i wish to let go too bt can i? i dunno wat the hell i should do le... true is my fault to slap u but seriously i dunno tat will hurt u so much i was jus playing onli... haix suan le i giv up le... anyone pls pls tell me wat to do...

Tat day she went out wif ben(who i dunno who the hell he is, whr he stay, is he gd or lyk shit...) i care for her so call her sms her but end up i get nth back... in camp those days i waited for ur sms till 4 plus and i on duty at 6am i slp for 1 hr plus i did not say anything but wat do i get now? i onli get u to hate me more... haix....




Signing off: Steve

Here comes a brand new year... but start of year jiu a bit sad liao... wonder how to continue the year... haix lets update from wat i rmb ba... hmmm finish ITE went to ns was appointed as rifleman and posted out as regimental policeman recently jus up rank to LCP... In camp not really happy, ppl hate me here and thr... got a new name as satan reason of it is because of my name Tan Shi An in uniform is S A TAN remove the space and it become SATAN haix nvm xi guan jiu hao... hmmm jiu update till here ba countin down to 120311...


Signin off:
Steve.

It's been a sibei long tym since i last post wor... as wat mei post in my tag asking me to update... here goes ba...

went back simei on 11 feb for graduation ceremony i seriously miss the fun in simei all the ppl thr all the entertainment and also animal kingdom... i realise i am jus a piece of shit wifout them haix... nowadays keep workin workin workin lyk nobody business haix..... STRESS... anyway after graduation i went out wif dear... oh ya thx my dear becaure of pei me u pon skool... feel sorry for it... but i also have to thank u for givin me a wonderful day on 11 feb.. the fun the cake and everything... wifout u i think i will be even more sianx... haix... anyway i left wif 1 month before i go in army le... this few days heard alot of bad thing about the unit i goin in... alot ppl tellin me very tough... the more ppl tell me tough the more i feel lyk crying.. reason is because i fail my napfa therefore i am worry tat i will end up dying... lolx maybe i am jus tokin rubbish but seriously hu noes wat will hpn in thr? haix... oh ya sorry dear tat i can go out on our anni and also valentine cos nid to work but i maybe will find excuses jus to pei u awhile lor... better den nth ba... k la tym to go... see u guys again...

Nowadays getting more and more stress... i really wonder is it tat i did sth wrong my previous life? why mus i suffer lyk tat... woke up around 10 and force myself to work even i am sick... feel super unwell but jus ren all the way till now den reach hm haix i really dunno wat to do le... jus to ren ren ren... hope wil come to an end ba.. haix... end here...

haix bored bored bored... now at home chiong study... tml got test haix... today din go for test bcos of of sum stuff den tell my teacher i do test tml... haix... so bored lor... nowadays nth to do at all... haix... chiong project here and thr... haix... today jas's phone lost bt at last found back le... a guy took it... but the funny part was tat he sound lyk HS and when i call him i say can i mit u to take back the fone he say no he dun intend to return.. the nxt moment he turn off the fone and place it at the service counter is lyk wth... u say u dun intend to return den why u turn off the fone and return to the counter? funny ryt... lolx... but now nth le so nvm... hmmm k la tym to chiong study liao if nt tml = die....

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